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The Passion Remains - Extract
A Sexual Autobiography
BREAKING MY RECORD AGAIN
I guess after the event I do shock myself with how extreme I’m being, but overall I feel comfortable
with it; though I do have a brain, I can see how my behaviour might be interpreted or challenged or
pulled apart by some people.
I didn’t set off to break my record yesterday, I just felt in thrall to the same urge as the previous
week, and wanting to go back to the same place and resume what I was doing previously!
I guess it’s pretty useful that there is somewhere I can get to and back in a day – although it is a long
way to go – and get what I want.
I’ve gone through phases with that place – the L. sauna, I mean. Years ago I used it a bit, I was
going there with various significant people at one point, I also remember going alone a few times when
it was really quiet and dead and I just felt utterly stupid and annoyed that I didn’t get any sex.
You see, the men who go there often say, oh it’s a nice place to chill out and relax anyway, and any
sex is just a bonus. But I can’t relate to that. I’m only going there for the sex, and just like years ago
with W., the way I feel when I leave depends on how successful it’s been sexually.
My recent spate of visits have always yielded action, so it’s become a place that’s pretty reliable.
And there still are not that many places I know of where you can just walk into an establishment and
get immediate male attention and sex on the spot. Maybe men know lots of places like that, but for
women – well it’s the most reliable and accessible one I know.
Although as I have said recently, don’t expect quality!
Well, when I left last night after 5 hours in there – I’d fucked 11 men, and broken my record once
again.
My record stood at 9 (men fucked in one session/day) for a long time, from the days of the B. sauna.
Then relatively recently I finally broke it to 10, at the East London place.
Now what do you do if you suddenly find yourself in demand – had about 5 in the first hour, then
quickly rose to 8 or 9. Suddenly I can’t help thinking – oh, I only need 3, then 2, then 1 more guy to
break my record again!
Not a good reason to fuck strangers, I’m sure many people would say, but they all used condoms and
no-one lasted that long. I just don’t have any problem with it, I like to feel like my pussy’s been well
used, it’s at the core of my sexuality. I’m hardly the only person doing it, and it’s in a clean and safe
environment.
It’s a bit weird to be on the train home afterwards thinking that no-one would guess that I’ve just
fucked 11 guys in one evening. But to me it feels pretty easy and okay. I can handle it, if anything it’s
starting to feel very normal. Two or three are going to seem like small change now I’m getting used to
10 or 11!
with it; though I do have a brain, I can see how my behaviour might be interpreted or challenged or
pulled apart by some people.
I didn’t set off to break my record yesterday, I just felt in thrall to the same urge as the previous
week, and wanting to go back to the same place and resume what I was doing previously!
I guess it’s pretty useful that there is somewhere I can get to and back in a day – although it is a long
way to go – and get what I want.
I’ve gone through phases with that place – the L. sauna, I mean. Years ago I used it a bit, I was
going there with various significant people at one point, I also remember going alone a few times when
it was really quiet and dead and I just felt utterly stupid and annoyed that I didn’t get any sex.
You see, the men who go there often say, oh it’s a nice place to chill out and relax anyway, and any
sex is just a bonus. But I can’t relate to that. I’m only going there for the sex, and just like years ago
with W., the way I feel when I leave depends on how successful it’s been sexually.
My recent spate of visits have always yielded action, so it’s become a place that’s pretty reliable.
And there still are not that many places I know of where you can just walk into an establishment and
get immediate male attention and sex on the spot. Maybe men know lots of places like that, but for
women – well it’s the most reliable and accessible one I know.
Although as I have said recently, don’t expect quality!
Well, when I left last night after 5 hours in there – I’d fucked 11 men, and broken my record once
again.
My record stood at 9 (men fucked in one session/day) for a long time, from the days of the B. sauna.
Then relatively recently I finally broke it to 10, at the East London place.
Now what do you do if you suddenly find yourself in demand – had about 5 in the first hour, then
quickly rose to 8 or 9. Suddenly I can’t help thinking – oh, I only need 3, then 2, then 1 more guy to
break my record again!
Not a good reason to fuck strangers, I’m sure many people would say, but they all used condoms and
no-one lasted that long. I just don’t have any problem with it, I like to feel like my pussy’s been well
used, it’s at the core of my sexuality. I’m hardly the only person doing it, and it’s in a clean and safe
environment.
It’s a bit weird to be on the train home afterwards thinking that no-one would guess that I’ve just
fucked 11 guys in one evening. But to me it feels pretty easy and okay. I can handle it, if anything it’s
starting to feel very normal. Two or three are going to seem like small change now I’m getting used to
10 or 11!